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大志
跟朋友談起「大志」。她說了以下一段話,令我有點動容:
"I remember once I was on the LRT, at the back of it, with all other passengers standing and sitting in front of me,
then I thought,
they're all "ordinary" people, but in that LRT,
there were a lot of them,
why,
what're they here for?
just go to "new market" to buy fruits?
I don't know, but I found them all great,
as they form the world,
they're the ones who really live lives,
they're very real to me... "
-----------------Kan, e-mail from Taipei, 17/7/02
雖然沒有說出口,但心底裡總認為自己與別不同。太著緊去特別,忘記了平凡的價值。
Look at all these losers
You find them everywhere
They're fucked up and annoying
But somehow you seem to care
It's easier to laugh
But something makes you stick around
You can't watch from above
And keep your ten toes in the sand
You wish that you were special
I'm just like you
you're just like me
we're just like them
they're just like us
----LOSER.THE CARDIGANS
想成為怎樣的人不是靠幻想,是靠實踐。為什麼總是忘記?
(雨天真的很適合聽The Cardigans)